In this moment
In my frailty, my insignificance, my failure, my faithlessness, my emptiness His warmth begins consuming
I begin realising
almost tasting that
I am loved.
His warmth holds me.
Oh how I am loved
And this love, His love. Such love.
This indescribable, never-ending, always faithful love – warms me.
This power filled, joy giving, uncomplicated love – overwhelms me.
This Beautiful, peaceful, gentle love just – throws me to the floor and screams:
“I love you”
His limitless love.
His unlimitable love.
No where unreachable
No one untouchable
No thing untransformable
No moment uninvadeable
No broken life unrestorable
No relationship unreconcilable
No, nothing beyond, above, beneath His love.
Amazed I can barely stand as his love burns within my chest.
struggling to comprehend
struggling to accept
Just struggling for breath
Me falling, kneeling, bowing, crying, running, hiding, screaming back “you can’t”
his love warms deeper still
Enrages me – its sheer unearnt excess
He loves me
I can’t run from the persisting enormity of the track you down to smoother you ness of his love I can’t escape from the perfect fullness of the never going to let you go ness of his love I can never flee from the pervading permanence of the abundant generous excessive ness of his love.
I’m surrounded on every side
… I surrender
Now, Standing here in this moment
You love me.
I AM LOVED
COPYRIGHT JASON HUFFADINE 8 JANUARY 2015